I have been single now for about 4 months. I was with this Man turned lil boy for a lil over two years. Anyway He calls me last night when I am not even at home. I am out and about doing my own thing and having funb,m apparently with the friends that he feels I do not have. Anyway, He calls me asking me to bring him some McDonalds. lol... yea i am serious.. Now let me go back in history just a bit, he has been asking me to do this since friday, oh and Friday was his pay day. Now normally I would jump and run to his rescue and help him out anyway I can but I have not been getting the respect or emotional support that I had been getting from him early in the relationship. So a girl wised up.
Anyway I was not at home and told him that but he still expected me to conme running to him like a knight on a horse with a bag filled with the number 4 on the menu. (double quarter pounder with cheese, large fries and a large sprite) I told you i would normally do this.
So when I didnt, man I get harrassed all morning.Callin me broke and all kinds of stuff. but really I am broke but u buggin me at 4am to bring you MJcDonalds.. and hell what he wanted me to bring you cant get at 4am anyway. and he wanted me to drive from west covina all the way to LA to deliver McDonalds because he was hungry? I didnt know that a craving for Mcdonalds would do this to a person, make them just act out like a rabid dog. ( i hope i spelled that right) Long story short, i learned the real way he has been feeling about me, even though he had been telling me that he still loves me, but a user will lie and say anything to keep getting what he wants, Mcdonalds...
How i feel about the situation...
The energy he took to call me all the names ahe did he could have walked his broke butt down to Mcdonalds himnself and bought that number 4 combo he needed. All the names he called me, I dont care anymore and it doesnt affect me because as you will read as time goes on, I have been through so much that my heart is pretty numb. May be sad but hey thats just how i feel! I cant allow myself to keep dealing with looser men who cant take care of themselves and only care about themselves...
Moral of my story...
Mcdonalds must have crack or something in it cause it makes people say and do anything to get it! LOL... naw really, not going to be so supportive or sacrifice anything for any one any more, or atleast keep my guard up for a while, cause the past two ex's have been a lil off... I will tell you about the 8 year relationship another time....
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